I feel all weird..
Today was okay for me.. it wasn’t totally horrible
despite that I left my I.D home and my schedule.’
Sigh
I feel like a waste of space..
I just feel like I shouldnt be here…
And I dont belong
And its really annoying .
I feel like a bum.
I feel like crying.
I hope Im not going back to the dark place.
Today might be a good day to take a second shot at something that didn't work out the first time, Pisces. Falling flat on your face can damage your self-esteem and confidence, but such things are part of life, and they really do add character. By going back into the ring, you ensure that you build courage and perseverance.
I feel like a bum
& That is all I care to share.
So it's pretty much what she said.
Today is my first day of class.
I'm excited. But yet wish it could wait until another week.
Yea. We will see how this all goes
I don't have class until like 12 ...
sigh
I'm a bit nervous.
I got a new laptop yesterday
Not the one I wanted ..
But I won't die.
I need to go buy a router today.
Sigh .. I don't even know why I'm up this early.. so friggen weird.
I am sorry I've been such bum about this keeping up to date thing
Until soon
Take care ..give love.
People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves
There is nothing to do today.
I don't even have anything to say
How sad
.
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| This too is very sad ( Funny) |
I just realized that
my last post implies that I did something
...
Haha.. no
No .. this dude just messed with my thoughts..
Gah!
Ugh.
He changed me .
Made me do things I would even
dream of doing.
And it sucks.
I want to
puke
I feel so
stupid.
So vunerable ..
Gah
I hate what he turned me into .
It makes me feel so weak.
I could cry.
Why do boys make you feel this way?
I just want to scream..
. at how stupid I am acting
Gah !
651g4fsdaf1awar4fa65e1c3rt4f1rsg1r4g65fg1e4f8s4f!
Today is Sunday.
I'm making breakfast now..
Cereal
.nothing fancy , really.
I need to start getting ready for church .
Okay.. this Apple Jacks.. is nothing short of amazing.
There is soo much new in my life.
But I will have to update you when I get back.
Sigh <3
Haha ...
The last few days .. have been something.
Hurt my foot...
True story : Was carrying glass to kitchen ..
It dropped on my foot..
It tore an artery.
Now we are three stitches later.
But we are all better now...
Which is awesome :)
I'm home today .. just chilling..
At least I got a day off.. yay
It was so weird how the
doctor
didn't even believe me
.but w.e...
I seriously need some money.. Gahh..
Gah..
It took so long to find a semi decent layout.
I'm happy with this one though....
Today at worth .. eh.. was a blah..
Wasn't really worth $35 dollars.. but w.e
Sigh
Such is life.
I 'm noticing that Blogger changed something..
Great!
Now my enter button won't work properly....
I played with Sophia today.
Sophia is my
awesomely
cute
rabbit.
That I love. <3 <3
I have nothing important really to say.
So I'll post a picture.
Cute.. rightttttt
I have this slight obsessions with monkeys
I have no clue why....
I just think they are the cutest little things ever....
One interesting thing that happened today was :
How long the cashier in the gas station took to serve us =)
I was like OMG.. WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But that's about it ..
Other than that ..I just waited for time to go by,..
Which went by really slowly..
Take care... give love .....
I think I'm ready for a change...
A change of :
Hair
Location
Personality
.
..
...
Something ..
Hopefully.. I figure this here out.
..
For now we will suffice in the background x)
Things I need to do..
*Breath in *
* Breath out*
Okay..
So today is Independence for us here in the Bahamas.
Today is pretty slow ..
It was a perfect day to go to the Beach ..
But that dream went down the street drain with the R A I N ..
Sigh
I'm hungry and I've been nibbling on bits of junk here and there..
Gahh
Why am I so lazy ..
to something as important as feed myself a decent balanced meal..
Sigh.. one day .
I swear I need a new computer chair...
My butt hurts like crazy.
I don't know if I told you guys
But .
I got a job.
Yuhp.
That's what I said..
Kml..
It's to pay for my laptop..
Sigh..
I wish I had money.
I strongly dislike my supervisor..
she bites...
But I will go no further.
That is all.
Gahhh..
Gahh..
Still working on that vlog ..
Gah!
It's hard ... :/
Sigh
Today was okayish .. :)
Nothing to complain about ...
Listening to Kimya D.
I think it's called
Competition ...
I think ..
i love it !!!!!!!!
It's really good ,
:)
Prom is in about 2 weeks.
Graduation is next week
Omg ..
I'm nervous ..
I must say.
It's all so real ..
Or not soo real ..
Now,
I think I'm listening to Usher ...
His voice is pretty. ^_^' haha ..
What's good for the Summer ?!
Gahh !
I want a job .. Badly :/
No pic today
( that's only cuz
I don't know how
to add it on this thing
... Gahh !
One day I will get it :)
Regina S .. :D I love herrrrrr !
It's called
The Consequence of Sound
Kk now ..
My fingers are
hurting
from typing on this
iPod touch ...
Take care .. Give love
Ouch :/
Philippians 4:6-7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
"Have you ever heard someone say ,
" I've just got a nasty temper"?
They seem to think that having a
"nasty temper"
is a valid excuse for anything they do
when angry.
Well , it isn't .
James 1:19
states that "
Everyone should be slow to speak and slow to become angry."
Anger isn't part of the " righteous life that God desires"
(James 1:20).
So how do you control a bad temper?
You start by make sure you are living a good moral life.
Then you don't just listen to God's word,
you put it into practice.
Put God first in you life,
and you temper will not get the best of you.
Or show you at you worst.
This came from my Bible.
I have a Teens Study Bible.
It's really informative. =]... && I thought I should share . .
Take care.. Give love. <3
Haha.. yea..
It seems like it's getting harder
to make it to this computer.
I've been busy ...
Cooking .
I've been cooking this
A W E S O M E
pasta..
It's really good..
&& I even use spinach in this pasta.. Yum!
I've also been like trying to perm my hair..
I guess.
It was so thick
So I had to do something
& I noticed I had a half used jar of perm in my house..
I was like hey.. If this fails ( as in fall out)
.. This gives me an excuse to start over..
-As in cut it all off
I always wanted to go shorter for some reaosn-
It did get a little more looser. but..
It didn't really work.
So Gah!
It was fun I guess though.
I always thought if I had perm my own hair
It would instantly fall out..
At least that didn't happen.
:)
Prom is coming..
I can wait..
But I can't .. XD
Jason Mraz.. has
THE
sexiest voice!
It is soo mellow-y...
I love how the word mellow
makes me
almost
always
think about the word
Y e l l o w
I want to go to the beach.
Like really bad.
Like so bad.
I could smell it .
Like soo bad.. I could taste it.
Life is life right now.
I still believe I survived highschool.
Gahh!
My luck , eh ?
Weird, eh?
Take care. give love
Gahh...
Sigh .
I really should be studying..
Oh Physics
..Physics ..
Physics..
Why are you so boring ?
Today is a pretty slow day..
Did nothing really.
I started to watch
Physics videos ..
But then I got hungry .
I found out today that
Alicia Keys is pregnant.
It wasn't really a shocker..
but let's just say that I wasn't expecting it.
I wonder how the baby is going to come out.
I wrote the poem
I lost the poem.
I need the poem.
There is a concert type thing coming up
&& I need the poem...
like really bad.
sigh..
Back to the drawing board I guess.
I need a job.. I need money. Well, Don't we all.
Take Care.. Give love.
Poor orange. :/
Yup!
So I opened the book.. and I say.. Hmm this name sounds familar.. Keep going.. and it turns out that I have already read that book. but I forgot. I could just scream. But I won't ... Because you guys don't get the pleasure in seeing the inner child in me.
So now I'm back to square one.. I found a new book. It's called .. Jar of Glass..I'm to lazy to check to see who wrote it . .so you guys can just go on up and Google it ..Next to dog. Google is man's best friend.. At least that is what I like to thinking
So I managed to grab this from here
TitleJars of GlassAuthorsBrad Barkley, Heather HeplerPublisherDutton Books,
So.. I'm done with that Math
While walking in a toy store
The day before today,
I overheard a Crayon Box
With many things to say.
I don't like red! said Yellow.
And Green said, Nor do I!
And no one here likes Orange,
But no one knows quite why.
We are a box of crayons
that really doesn't get along,
Said Blue to all the others.
Something here is wrong!
Well, i bought that box of crayons
And took it home with me
And laid out all the crayons
So the crayons could all see
They watched me as I colored
With Red and Blue and Green
And Black and White and Orange
And every color in between
They watched as Green became the grass
And Blue became the sky.
The Yellow sun was shining bright
On White clouds drifting by.
Colors changing as they touched,
Becoming something new.
They watched me as I colored.
They watched till I was through.
And when I'd finally finished,
I began to walk away.
And as I did the Crayon box
Had something more to say...
I do like Red! said the Yellow
And Green said, So do I!
And Blue you are terrific!
So high up in the sky.
We are a Box of Crayons
Each of us unique,
But when we get together
The picture is complete.
Taken from Quoteland.. and google.
So I have this big Paper 3 Math
Tommorow..
and I haven't really been studying like I should
Gahh
I hate school. .
& & I don't ever want to study ever again
Just the thought make my nose hurt...
Why my nose?..
I
don't
know.
It will all be over soon
I have about 11 hours and 40 mins until my exam
and
Another
2 hours after that until it
is done...
Then I'm
F R E E
for the rest of the week..
Excited ?!
Indeed I am .
However . I do have Physics..
Next
M
o
n
d
a
y
:/
Yuck . .kinda.. but then that is the last of it
& I can not wait.
Gah!
Take care.. give love.
I can not wait.
Right now at this very minute, someone is very proud of you. Someone is thinking of you. Someone cares about you. Someone misses you. Someone wants to talk to you. Someone wants to be with you. Someone hopes you aren’t in trouble .Someone wants to hold your hand .someone wants you to be happy just for you. Someone thinks you ARE a gift. Someone wants to hug you. Someone loves you .someone admires your strength. Someone is thinking of you and smiling. Someone wants to be on your shoulder to cry on. Someone thinks the world of you. Someone wants to protect you .someone would do anything for you. Someone wants to be forgiven. Someone is grateful for your forgiveness. Someone wants to laugh with you about old times. Someone remembers you and wishes you were there. Someone needs to know that your love is unconditional. Someone wants to tell you how much they care. Someone wants to share their dreams with you. Someone wants to hold you in their arms .someone wants YOU to hold their in your arms. Someone treasures your spirit .someone wishes she could STOP time because of you. Someone loves you for who you are. Someone wants to be with you .someone hears a song that reminds her of you. Someone is glad that you’re her only true love. Someone wants to be your friend. Someone stayed up all night thinking about you. Someone is alive because of you. Someone believes that you are their soul mate. Someone wants to be near you .someone misses your guidance and advice. Someone values your guidance and advice. Someone has faith in you .someone trusts you. Someone needs you to send them this letter. Someone needs your support. Someone needs you to have faith in them. Someone needs you to let them be your friend. Someone will cry when they read this.
I have none.
& There was prom.
Prom was f u n ..
Whoever said prom sucked.. lied!
Haha.. prom was soo much fun...
:)
I wore a lime greenish dress with a blue hint like shear thing.. <-- If that makes any sense. :S Lala. It was just an awesome overall night. I think that is when it really hit me .. that the people I've spent a good slice of the last six years with .. I will never see 2/3 of the again.. which is kind of sad.. but I guess we learn to live with it some way of another. 
Yea .. that is about all the pictures I feel like posting...
In other news.. I have a j - o - b .. gahh.. it sound as bad as it is.
I'm exhausted. :\
Summer is going okay so far.. I still don't think I've realized that I am not going back to school. well high school .. I don't know how to feel about that. I don't like change .. we will see how that goes.
I'm sure I have more to say .. but I'm WAYY too tired to remember. this is beterr than nothing though.
Take care.. give love.
So
First 5 Songs in Shuffle of Entire Music Library
1. Leaving Town - Dexter Freebish
2. Ashes - Pain of Salvation
3. Bed of Roses - Mindless Self Indulgence
4. Are There Angels? - Project 12:01
5. Beloved - VnV Nation
* Current Book You are Reading (or lightly leafing through)
I, like Bud, have a reading list I hope to tackle over the summer. But, I've been procrastinating, and have not yet bothered to write it. Once I do, though, I'd like to post it here. (If anyone has any recommendations, I'd love to hear from you)
* Last Movie Seen in a Theater and Where
Hm. I think the last movie I went to see was Beauty Shop at the Twin Peaks Mall, and before that it was Hitch (at the same place).
*Five People To Whom You’ll Pass This
The rest of the blogging class ;)
First 5 Songs in Shuffle of Entire Music Library
1. One Love. - Bob Marley
2. Hold My Hand. - Sean Paul . Feat. Keri Hilson
3.That Time. - Regina Spektor
4.Sugarcane. - Missy Higgins
5.Umbrella (Remix) - Rihanna. Feat. Jay-Z & Chris Brown.
* Current Book You are Reading (or lightly leafing through)
Uh. Battle Field Of the Mind. By Joyce Meyers.
* Last Movie Seen in a Theater and Where
Twilight. :]
It's just something I felt like doing. :)
I
So..
So here I am ..
Summer is almost here.. and exams are just about over.. && I really can not wait..
