The night before.

Gahh...

The night before

soo many things

1. The night before Monday.
2. The night before my Physic exams.
3. The night before my last exam.
4. The night before my last time having to sit in a high school room...

Life is good.

Gahh. I'm so excited..

I could just pee! :)

So ..I'm suppose to be doing some Physics Power point...

To prepare for this exam.

I can't wait until it is over.. Gahh!

I'm going to be a free woman.

There are soo many things to be thankful for.

I'm not a drop out.

I'm not pregnant.

I am soo proud of myself. <3>

I could just pee.

I must get back to work now..

Will definitely have more to say tomorrow .

=]

This is definitely a quack-able moment.

Gahh!

Take lots of care... Give more love.

I dreamed a thousand new paths. I woke and walked my old one.

Sigh .
I really should be studying..
Oh Physics
..Physics ..
Physics..
Why are you so boring ?

Today is a pretty slow day..
Did nothing really.
I started to watch
Physics videos ..
But then I got hungry .

I found out today that
Alicia Keys is pregnant.
It wasn't really a shocker..
but let's just say that I wasn't expecting it.
I wonder how the baby is going to come out.


I wrote the poem
I lost the poem.
I need the poem.
There is a concert type thing coming up
&& I need the poem...
like really bad.
sigh..
Back to the drawing board I guess.

I need a job.. I need money. Well, Don't we all.

Take Care.. Give love.


Poor orange. :/

Home.

Yup!

That's where I am.
I have nothing really to say tonight
..Just making my rounds.
Hopefully tomorrow
I have something better to say ..
Ahh hopefully..

Till soon... Take care.. Give Love.

Grrr!

So I opened the book.. and I say.. Hmm this name sounds familar.. Keep going.. and it turns out that I have already read that book. but I forgot. I could just scream. But I won't ... Because you guys don't get the pleasure in seeing the inner child in me.
So now I'm back to square one.. I found a new book. It's called .. Jar of Glass..I'm to lazy to check to see who wrote it . .so you guys can just go on up and Google it ..Next to dog. Google is man's best friend.. At least that is what I like to thinking
So I managed to grab this from here
TitleJars of GlassAuthorsBrad Barkley, Heather HeplerPublisherDutton Books,

Labels:
Brothers and sisters
Domestic fiction
Dysfunctional families
Emotional problems
Emotional problems of teenagers
Emotional problems/ Fiction
Family problems
Family problems/ Fiction
Juvenile Fiction / Family / Adoption
Juvenile Fiction / Family / Parents
Juvenile Fiction / Family / Siblings
Juvenile Fiction / General
Juvenile Fiction / Social Issues / Depression & Mental Illness
Mental illness
Mental illness/ Fiction
Problem families
Young adult fiction

I think I will pass. :/

Take Care.. Give Love

I don't want any fish.. It tastes like .. fish :/

So.. I'm done with that Math

exam

I was telling you guys so much about.

2 More High school exams left and I will be free..

I can not wait.

My graduation practice is on

June 16th. @9:30.

I can not believe it is almost here.

Life , hopefully, will be grand.

I hope to conquer this God forsaken world.

I feel the need to read..

So I went under my bed. and dug up about 6-8 books

that I have started and stop or.

just bought and it made its way under my bed.

The book I am reading is called "Airhead" By

Meg Cabot

This is one of those books I bought but I never got a chance to open it.

How is this book ? ..

Is it decent . somewhat decent

or not totally awful

I don't call books awful .

The reason for this is that I feel bad calling someone's work useless as though haven't slaved over the pages for weeks or maybe even years.

So you could / should leave a comment .. those who read the book.

I need dvds ..

Cheap dvds

&& I lost my free movie pass. but I found my Old Starbucks coupon..However, I am afraid of coffee now.. The thought takes my breath away.

Gah..

I will tell you guys that eventful or not so eventful story at a later date. Remind me .

I am off for the rest of the week.. I feel like a total bag of chips.. :)

I want to start jogging again.. Running in the rain on a beach ... Yea. I will prepare my sneakers...

The best runs sometimes come on days when you didn't feel like running.

Take care .. Give love

Over .. The Rainbow.. :)

While walking in a toy store
The day before today,
I overheard a Crayon Box
With many things to say.
I don't like red! said Yellow.
And Green said, Nor do I!
And no one here likes Orange,
But no one knows quite why.
We are a box of crayons
that really doesn't get along,
Said Blue to all the others.
Something here is wrong!
Well, i bought that box of crayons
And took it home with me
And laid out all the crayons
So the crayons could all see
They watched me as I colored
With Red and Blue and Green
And Black and White and Orange
And every color in between
They watched as Green became the grass
And Blue became the sky.
The Yellow sun was shining bright
On White clouds drifting by.
Colors changing as they touched,
Becoming something new.
They watched me as I colored.
They watched till I was through.
And when I'd finally finished,
I began to walk away.
And as I did the Crayon box
Had something more to say...
I do like Red! said the Yellow
And Green said, So do I!
And Blue you are terrific!
So high up in the sky.
We are a Box of Crayons
Each of us unique,
But when we get together
The picture is complete.



Taken from Quoteland.. and google.

Math .. Math At The Head. Grr..

So I have this big Paper 3 Math
Tommorow..
and I haven't really been studying like I should
Gahh
I hate school. .
& & I don't ever want to study ever again
Just the thought make my nose hurt...
Why my nose?..
I
don't
know.

It will all be over soon
I have about 11 hours and 40 mins until my exam
and
Another
2 hours after that until it
is done...
Then I'm
F R E E
for the rest of the week..
Excited ?!
Indeed I am .
However . I do have Physics..
Next
M
o
n
d
a
y
:/
Yuck . .kinda.. but then that is the last of it
& I can not wait.
Gah!


Take care.. give love.

E x c i t e d !

I can not wait.

I'm so excited.

Gah!

Yay!

She is on her way!....

I could just scream and tell everyone ..

:)

:)

:)

:)

:)

:)

:)

:).....

Someone

Right now at this very minute, someone is very proud of you. Someone is thinking of you. Someone cares about you. Someone misses you. Someone wants to talk to you. Someone wants to be with you. Someone hopes you aren’t in trouble .Someone wants to hold your hand .someone wants you to be happy just for you. Someone thinks you ARE a gift. Someone wants to hug you. Someone loves you .someone admires your strength. Someone is thinking of you and smiling. Someone wants to be on your shoulder to cry on. Someone thinks the world of you. Someone wants to protect you .someone would do anything for you. Someone wants to be forgiven. Someone is grateful for your forgiveness. Someone wants to laugh with you about old times. Someone remembers you and wishes you were there. Someone needs to know that your love is unconditional. Someone wants to tell you how much they care. Someone wants to share their dreams with you. Someone wants to hold you in their arms .someone wants YOU to hold their in your arms. Someone treasures your spirit .someone wishes she could STOP time because of you. Someone loves you for who you are. Someone wants to be with you .someone hears a song that reminds her of you. Someone is glad that you’re her only true love. Someone wants to be your friend. Someone stayed up all night thinking about you. Someone is alive because of you. Someone believes that you are their soul mate. Someone wants to be near you .someone misses your guidance and advice. Someone values your guidance and advice. Someone has faith in you .someone trusts you. Someone needs you to send them this letter. Someone needs your support. Someone needs you to have faith in them. Someone needs you to let them be your friend. Someone will cry when they read this.

Self motivation?

I have none.

Well I don't think I do .

I strive and work hard for other people's approval

Which indeed sucks!

That only means that I am

NOT

sure about myself..

Like who I am..

What I want from this God forsaken world.

I only tell you this.. because it's always better to be honest..

At least that is what I like to think.

Today is a good day .. :)

Not really.. but yea..

It's so hard to find something to talk about.

I'm looking at home stay that I want to do next summer..

I can't wait.

Hopefully.. I get to do it.. It's in my prayers.

Weird.. I was just thinking I need to get my Touch.. and here it is.. right under my hand...

Going to listen to some moosik!

Because we are never going to be as young as we are tonight .. We'll let the world know that we are alive :)

& There was prom.

Prom was f u n ..
Whoever said prom sucked.. lied!
Haha.. prom was soo much fun...
:)

I wore a lime greenish dress with a blue hint like shear thing.. <-- If that makes any sense. :S Lala. It was just an awesome overall night. I think that is when it really hit me .. that the people I've spent a good slice of the last six years with .. I will never see 2/3 of the again.. which is kind of sad.. but I guess we learn to live with it some way of another.





Yea .. that is about all the pictures I feel like posting...


In other news.. I have a j - o - b .. gahh.. it sound as bad as it is.
I'm exhausted. :\

Summer is going okay so far.. I still don't think I've realized that I am not going back to school. well high school .. I don't know how to feel about that. I don't like change .. we will see how that goes.

I'm sure I have more to say .. but I'm WAYY too tired to remember. this is beterr than nothing though.

Take care.. give love.

"Meme"... I stole this.

So

I was looking at this other girl's blog..

trying to grasp some ideas for mine..

&& I stole something from her blog..

Just so she don't beat me up .. I'm going to

recognize her ..

Click this to go to the blog where I got this thing from =)

This is her stuff.. I'm going to just copy the questions.. and give my own original answers

Well, the other day, Bud posted a meme in his main blog. He wanted to pass it on to the students, so I decided to do it. This should be fun ;)

First 5 Songs in Shuffle of Entire Music Library
1. Leaving Town - Dexter Freebish
2. Ashes - Pain of Salvation
3. Bed of Roses - Mindless Self Indulgence
4. Are There Angels? - Project 12:01
5. Beloved - VnV Nation

* Current Book You are Reading (or lightly leafing through)
I, like Bud, have a reading list I hope to tackle over the summer. But, I've been procrastinating, and have not yet bothered to write it. Once I do, though, I'd like to post it here. (If anyone has any recommendations, I'd love to hear from you)

* Last Movie Seen in a Theater and Where
Hm. I think the last movie I went to see was Beauty Shop at the Twin Peaks Mall, and before that it was Hitch (at the same place).

*Five People To Whom You’ll Pass This
The rest of the blogging class ;)

First 5 Songs in Shuffle of Entire Music Library

1. One Love. - Bob Marley

2. Hold My Hand. - Sean Paul . Feat. Keri Hilson

3.That Time. - Regina Spektor

4.Sugarcane. - Missy Higgins

5.Umbrella (Remix) - Rihanna. Feat. Jay-Z & Chris Brown.

* Current Book You are Reading (or lightly leafing through)

Uh. Battle Field Of the Mind. By Joyce Meyers.

* Last Movie Seen in a Theater and Where

Twilight. :]

It's just something I felt like doing. :)

Squeaky Deaky!

I

love

love

love..

brushing my teeth.

It just

feels soo good to do that.

I should be going over

Math..

only because I suck in it ..

But I'm not ..

Hopefully one day I

Don't

regret it .

I have approximately

One

Yes

One

more week doing work in school

&& I can't wait...

Tomorrow is holiday here..

Yay!!

I really needed this break.

I thank God for Whit Monday.

I have no clue what it is all about..

but

I thank God regardless

Okay I googled.. And I am kind of

embarrassed

to see

that

Whit Monday

deals with

Pentecost ... Gahh.. Stupid me..

^ Isn't he just a cute ..=)

Take Love .. Give care!

Double Gah!

So..

It's night .. 9:00

Boy where did the day go?..

Today was my

Day off.. yay!..

It felt awesome. I didn't pick up

one

book today

and my brain is definitely

thanking me for it...

We must always try to be thankful...

::

Let us rise up

and be thankful,

for if we didn't learn a lot

at least we learned a little,

and if we didn't learn a little,

at least we didn't get sick,

and if we got sick,

at least we didn't die

; so

, let us all be

thankful.

::

That is just this

cute little quote thing

that I

found.

I'm ready for bed..

I really wish I could watch

television in my room

.. I want to watch t-v

But

I broke my television

Yes..

I know

I'm smart..

Do

not

remind me .

Grr!

I'm looking up my prom hairstyle...

Gahh! I'm soo excited.. :D

Take care.. Give Love!

Gahh.. New blog

So here I am ..

ready to give this blog thing another go.

Gahh!

I'm excited.

I love new blogs..

For whatever reason

I

do

not

know.

I really hope I keep up with this thing..

I wish I had a project..

Something to do to keep this going..

We

will

Indeed

Try.

[Sometimes

That

Is

All

You

Can

Do]

Any Suggestions?!

Greatly appreciated.

I really wish there was

something

somewhat

decent

on television to watch.

Here I am .. on a perfectly

Good.. Scratch that.. Great

Saturday.

[The weather is Sunny... and cool.. Perfect]

And I don't feel like going out.. Gah?

What's wrong with me.

Summer is almost here.. and exams are just about over.. && I really can not wait..

<3

Take care.. Give Love!