sighh

I feel all weird..

Today was okay for me.. it wasn’t totally horrible

despite that I left my I.D home and my schedule.’

 

Sigh

I feel like a waste of space..

I just feel like I shouldnt be here…

And I dont belong

And its really annoying .

I feel like a bum.

I feel like crying.

 

I hope Im not going back to the dark place.

Creepy .. I’ll explain later

Today might be a good day to take a second shot at something that didn't work out the first time, Pisces. Falling flat on your face can damage your self-esteem and confidence, but such things are part of life, and they really do add character. By going back into the ring, you ensure that you build courage and perseverance.

I don’t know why I feel this way if I promised myself I wanted go there .

 

I feel like a bum

& That is all I care to share.

School today. Correction : College today. :/

So it's pretty much what she said.
Today is my first day of class.
I'm excited. But yet wish it could wait until another week.
Yea. We will see how this all goes
I don't have class until like 12 ...
sigh
I'm a bit nervous.


I got a new laptop yesterday
Not the one I wanted ..
But I won't die.

I need to go buy a router today.

Sigh .. I don't even know why I'm up this early.. so friggen weird.
I am sorry I've been such  bum about this keeping up to date thing


Until soon

Take care ..give love.

Pobre.

So I went to the stupid doctor yesterday.
That lady was awful..
Not only did she like have a really bad attitude..
She gave me not
ONE
not TWO
but
THREE whole shots.
I was like 

ughh
You fat head person you .
I hate doctors...
I really do.
Anyways

Today was awesome
Despite my tummy ache.
Gahh!

Think about it.

People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves

Nothing.

There is nothing to do today.
I don't even have anything to say

How sad
.

This too is very sad ( Funny)

I realized

I just realized that
my last post implies that I did something
...
Haha.. no

No .. this dude just  messed with my thoughts..

Gah!

I am such a goof sometimes.

Ugh.
He changed me .
Made me do things I would even
dream of doing.
And it sucks.

I want to
puke
I feel so
stupid.

 So vunerable ..
Gah
I hate what he turned me into .

It makes me feel so weak.
 I could cry.



Why do boys make you feel this way?
I  just want to scream..
. at how stupid I am acting


Gah !
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I desire to love the world for what it is. and what is has to offer. && believe that some.. just some . . are here to help

Today is Sunday.
I'm making breakfast now..
Cereal
.nothing fancy , really.

I need to start getting ready for church .

Okay.. this Apple Jacks.. is nothing short of amazing.

There is soo much new in my life.
But I will have to update you when I get back.

Sigh <3