sighh

I feel all weird..

Today was okay for me.. it wasn’t totally horrible

despite that I left my I.D home and my schedule.’

 

Sigh

I feel like a waste of space..

I just feel like I shouldnt be here…

And I dont belong

And its really annoying .

I feel like a bum.

I feel like crying.

 

I hope Im not going back to the dark place.

Creepy .. I’ll explain later

Today might be a good day to take a second shot at something that didn't work out the first time, Pisces. Falling flat on your face can damage your self-esteem and confidence, but such things are part of life, and they really do add character. By going back into the ring, you ensure that you build courage and perseverance.

I don’t know why I feel this way if I promised myself I wanted go there .

 

I feel like a bum

& That is all I care to share.

School today. Correction : College today. :/

So it's pretty much what she said.
Today is my first day of class.
I'm excited. But yet wish it could wait until another week.
Yea. We will see how this all goes
I don't have class until like 12 ...
sigh
I'm a bit nervous.


I got a new laptop yesterday
Not the one I wanted ..
But I won't die.

I need to go buy a router today.

Sigh .. I don't even know why I'm up this early.. so friggen weird.
I am sorry I've been such  bum about this keeping up to date thing


Until soon

Take care ..give love.

Pobre.

So I went to the stupid doctor yesterday.
That lady was awful..
Not only did she like have a really bad attitude..
She gave me not
ONE
not TWO
but
THREE whole shots.
I was like 

ughh
You fat head person you .
I hate doctors...
I really do.
Anyways

Today was awesome
Despite my tummy ache.
Gahh!

Think about it.

People often say that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder,' and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves

Nothing.

There is nothing to do today.
I don't even have anything to say

How sad
.

This too is very sad ( Funny)

I realized

I just realized that
my last post implies that I did something
...
Haha.. no

No .. this dude just  messed with my thoughts..

Gah!

I am such a goof sometimes.

Ugh.
He changed me .
Made me do things I would even
dream of doing.
And it sucks.

I want to
puke
I feel so
stupid.

 So vunerable ..
Gah
I hate what he turned me into .

It makes me feel so weak.
 I could cry.



Why do boys make you feel this way?
I  just want to scream..
. at how stupid I am acting


Gah !
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I desire to love the world for what it is. and what is has to offer. && believe that some.. just some . . are here to help

Today is Sunday.
I'm making breakfast now..
Cereal
.nothing fancy , really.

I need to start getting ready for church .

Okay.. this Apple Jacks.. is nothing short of amazing.

There is soo much new in my life.
But I will have to update you when I get back.

Sigh <3

di leather hard, di suede soft, toothbrush get out di dust fast

Haha ...
The last few days .. have been something.
Hurt my foot...
True story : Was carrying glass to kitchen ..
                   It dropped on my foot..
                   It tore an artery.
                   Now we are three stitches later.

But we are all better now...
Which is awesome :)
I'm home today .. just chilling..
At least I got a day off.. yay

It was so weird how the
doctor
didn't even believe me 
.but w.e...

I seriously need some money.. Gahh..

Hmm.. What do you think ?

I'm looking for me.

Gah..
It took so long to find a semi decent layout.
I'm happy with this one though....

Today at worth .. eh.. was a blah..
Wasn't really worth $35 dollars.. but w.e
Sigh
Such is life.

I 'm noticing that Blogger changed something..
Great!
Now my enter button won't work properly....

I played with Sophia today.
Sophia is my
awesomely
cute
rabbit.
That  I love. <3 <3



I have nothing important really to say.

So I'll post a picture.





Cute.. rightttttt
I have this  slight obsessions with monkeys
I have no clue why....
I just think  they are the cutest little things ever....

One interesting thing that happened today was :
How long the cashier in the gas station took to  serve us  =)
I was like OMG.. WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But that's about it ..
Other than that ..I just waited for time to go by,..
Which went by really slowly..

Take care... give love .....

This is best title I could come up with. x)

I think I'm ready for a change...
A change of :
Hair
Location
Personality
.
..
...
Something ..
Hopefully.. I figure this here out.
..

For now we will suffice in the background x)




Things I need to do..

• Be genuinely happy doing me...
• Watch Twilightt
• Watch The Last Song.
• Order laptop.
• Order some clothes.

Gah..
I'm going to find something to do
.. Maybe I should add some music
... to this hear blog..
My ears hurt from the emptiness..

Blahh....





Here we .....go!

*Breath in *
* Breath out*
Okay..
So today is Independence for us here in the Bahamas.
Today is pretty slow ..
It was a perfect day to go to the Beach ..
But that dream went down the street drain with the R A I N ..
Sigh

I'm hungry and I've been nibbling on bits of junk here and there..
Gahh
Why am I so lazy ..
to something as important as feed myself a decent balanced meal..
Sigh.. one day .


I swear I need a new computer chair...
My butt hurts like crazy.

I don't know if I told you guys
But .
I got a job.
Yuhp.
That's what I said..
Kml..
It's to pay for my laptop..
Sigh..
I wish I had money.

I strongly dislike my supervisor..
she bites...
But I will go no further.







That is all.

4 Letters...

P R O M

&& It's tomorrow. Gah!

So It's over

Gahhh..

Graduating practice..

The actual Graduation.

Everything is over..

Well not everything... we still have Prom.

Gahh..

Graduation was great!

I got three awards..

It was a total shocker..

Yay.

• I got the "Barbara Albury Award" - Student who was a true model of service to one's school.
• I got the "Michael Pintard Award" - This prize is awarded to the student who has excelled in creative writing.
• I also go the "Foundation Award"- This award is presented to the student who is committed to the values of the school, is a role model for others, an ambassador for the school , a community builder and who embodies the true ethos of Queens College.

Haha.. Yea.

I don't know if I am deserving of my awards.. but my name is on them.. so I guess I have to keep them :D

Check this out

http://thefbomb.org/

Gahh..

Today is Tuesday.

Ten days until my Graduation..

I am getting a bit nervous..

It's like for real.

Now.

I am at Hughie's house.

Yay.

I am going back in the room

where it is cool.

On this hot day.

L8r.

Take care... give Love!